Mess

I went nuts & gone berserk. But what's left to remedy? More to be said to correctify what was said? I wished I can blame other aspects or whatsoever.  But no blames, I have to take responsibility.

I want a clear cut, no traces. Yet the situation doesnt really compel with my thoughts.
I know deep down its possible to achieve it despite the environment. Yet my actions have gone overboard.
None other than apologies can be made. Yet its hard to make people accept.

I need to cool off, like a fire in ice. Or rather cool rain came pouring down on the hot lava.
This, feels like a mess. But I have to hold onto faith and hope for the better solution to this problem.